Trying to decide what sums up me. Me. Nate Livi. What’s in a name? What am I doing? What is the purpose of my life? You know, typical deep thought stuff. As I really look into the person I am, I see all the wrongs I’ve done, all the mistakes I’ve made, all the people I’ve let down. Kind of depressing, but I don’t believe in that anyways, so too bad. I definitely recognize the things I’ve done that were less than satisfactory, but It’s harder for me to differentiate between what’s wrong and what’s right. I try to do the right thing, but a lot of the time it doesn’t seem to work out quite the way I pictured. I feel like I disappoint people more often than I please them,. I feel like I hurt people more than I help them. I feel like I destroy more than I construct relationships with others. But only recently have I come to find that this is not the case at all. Only recently have I come to find what truly matters. Only recently have I saw what is right and what is wrong. And only recently have I decided for myself the path that I am going to take. It may be a surprise to many of you, it may be a shock to others, and it may be a example to the rest. But I firmly believe what I am about to do in my life is the right thing, and I’d like to thank any and all who have helped me become the person that I am. There isn’t a harder or more life changing choice I’ve made, in the whole existence of my short life. but there is a purpose and a goal, and I plan to reach it.
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